You are in my thoughts and prayers  / Kay~Mom To Angel Ashley Mohr~
What a beautiful tribute. I was overwelmed with emotion while visiting this site. His story has really touched my heart. God Bless you precious Angel Matt.


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Remembering Precious Matt  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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a simple wish  / Robin Shuler (none)
Dear Matt,

   I never had the chance to meet you, for that I am truly sorry.  I have heard many stories about your life and you obviously were a wonderful person and a lot of fun.  I simply want to add that I am happy that justice has finally come to you and your family.  I hope this gives all your family and friends the chance to focus on the good times and love they shared with you and let all their memories be happy ones.

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Loving you always  / Keith Jones (Dad)
Dear Son,  

    It's been two years today since God took you from your home here on earth, to your new home with him in heaven.  I can only imagine how wonderful and beautiful your new home is, and the joy that you must feel.  Like everyone else, I miss you so much each and every day, but now that justice has finally prevailed, you can rest in peace and comfort knowing the guilty won't see freedom for a very long time.
    With all of this behind us now, we can concentrate on the good times we had, and the beautiful memories of your life.  You were a wonderful son to me Matthew and I will always hold our memories close to my heart.
    I love you and miss you with all of my heart, and as always---I'll see you at sunset.

Love Always,
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justice / Pam Brough (visitor to the site )
hi my name is pam and i live in the united kindom. i cannot believe the men that done this to this wounderful man my heart went out to all especially his daughter who now has to miss out cause of some calous man. i am so pleased to hear justice finally came thank god . i would like to offer my condolences to all the family and his little girl. i cannot imagine how you all felt this day but now i have read this site well i will carry his life here to its the least i can do. i hope other people visit this site as it is amazing really and its such a pleasure to be able to leave this simple yet heart felt letter. may all your family happy a happy life and may the god above take care of your precious son and keep him looking over all especially his baby girl god bless to all. all my love i will think of you all pam brough west midlands united kindom england xx Close

Justice for you son  / Jane Jones (mom)
Yesterday was the day son I promised you I would see. No it was not what i wanted but it never would be because they wouldn't let us do to him what he did to you and that would be the only justice that would be sufficient. He is gone for a minimum of 25 years and can be there for 30 years 9 months if he acts up which I'm sure he will because he didn't even make it out of the courtroom before he had ticked the judge off. So by the time he gets out he will be no younger than 54 years old most of his life will be gone and if we are lucky he will never live to get out. I'm sure there are some in prison ALOT tougher than he is that are just waiting for his arrival. No matter what the sentence though it was never going to bring you back. I made a victims impact statement for you and I think you would have been proud. You know I don't like talking in front of people and I really didn't know if I could make it but somehow the strength was there. I'm sure you had a lot to do with that. Now as we move on with our lives I know you will always stay with us because you are forever in our hearts. It is so hard for us to be without you. The family reunion is this weekend the same one we all spent that last day at and I haven't been since but I am going this year and I know it's going to be hard. The second anniversary is only 4 days away and that is always a hard day so you see we need you real close. I love you son with all my heart and I am sorry I couldn't get anymore justice than I got but I stayed with it and got all I could. I love you everyday and not a day goes by I don't think about you and talk about you. You were one in a million and I am so thankful you were mine. Close

SO UNFAIR  / TIFFANY JACKSON (FRIEND)
MATT...SO MANY TEARS WERE SHED YESTERDAY...AND EVEN THOUGH HE GOT 25-30 YEARS IT IS NOT ENOUGH FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE TO YOU...BUT THERE IS SOME KIND OF RELIEF IN OUR HEARTS....WE MISS YOU SO MUCH...AND THE PAPER TODAY MADE ME CRY ALL OVER AGAIN...BC THE TEARS WE ALL SHED WERE OF PAIN AND THE FACT THAT IT IS NOT FAIR TO YOUR FAMILY AND FRENDS ESPECIALLY YOUR FAMILY...MOMMA JANES WORDS YESTERDAY WERE SO HEARTBREAKING BUT SO VERY TRUE AND THE PAIN SHE AND YOUR SIBLINGS AND US ALL FELT WHEN SHE READ THEM WERE SO REAL..BUT WE HAVE SOME KIND OF PIECE ITS NOT THE ANSWER WE WANTED BUT IT IS SOMETHING...R~I~P MATT...YOU HAVE SOEM KIND OF JUSTICE NOW...PLEASE STAY BY YOUR FAMILY...AS IN RETURN WE WILL KEEP YOU IN OUR HEARTS AND OUR MEMORIES...WE LOVE YOU!!! Close

It's just not good enough!!  / Leigh
It's been a long time since I've been here, I know and I'm sorry... It's just too hard!  I miss you so much everyday.  I put on this strong face, like I'm supposed to and I do everything I'm supposed to, but my heart doesn't ache any less than the night we lost you!  We finally got the decision yesterday and it's just such a let down.  I really believed that if I held my head high and sucked it up and delt with all the BS that the courts can give you, that it would all pay off in the end!! Well, I was wrong.....  You deserve so much better than that!!  We All do, Especially Matti!!!  Who decided that that is what your life was worth and who in the hell gave them that right???  Did anyone ever murder their brother?!  I've been waiting on closure for 2 years and thought if I was patient, I would get it.  This isn't closure... To me it's an insult!!  I know it's the system and all the guidelines and criteria and what not... but it's not right!  I know that he will be there a 'long time', but you won't be here at all.  I don't know that any length of time would have been good enough, the death penalty would have been the only thing that would have probably given me any comfort...but that still would have been better treatment than he gave you!  I don't know if there is anything that will ever fill this whole that is in my chest.  The memories I have are precious to me, but they hurt too... I see you in Matti more and more everyday, but that makes me sad...  Everything she does, you should have seen it...  Brittaney, Rick and I have a stronger bond now, but it's because we lost you... Mackenzie and Jackson miss you so much, but I don't think Carson really remembers you and that breaks my heart!!!!!!!!  I know I've got to get some closure for my own sake and I know that you want that for me... I'm just not sure there is such a thing!  Everybody says, "At least we don't have to go through a trial", but that really doesn't make me feel any better!! I love you and I miss you so much!  I'm trying as hard as I can and I will keep doing that for you.  I will try to make peace with it, but you deserved better and that will never change!

I will forever love and miss you!
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I am sorry.  / Jennifer Walker (none)
To the family and Friends of Matt,
    I didn't know Matt, but I do know there are too many that this is happening to. It's sad that people have to kill each other. I have lost people close to me, but not quite as tradgically as you have. I cannot tell you how much I pray for you all. And may you get atleast a small piece of justice in November. It won't bring him back and it will NEVER be enough, but they will get their true punishment when they stand before the judgement of God. Close

hey / Tiffany Jackson (friend)
hey matt...wow it has been a long time since i have been on here...but i thought that i would come on and write you...the new pics of matti are adorable but heartbreaking...i wish things were different....me and johnny both are wanting to to go to the trial and if we have to we will take off work for it and not think twice about it...well i hope justice is served for what happened..its unfair to everyone esp your family and more so matti...we miss you matt and love you dearly...be with your family on the day of the trial...bc they will need that warm feeling you give them in there hearts...rip angel we love you... Close

Missin you  / Brittaney Jones (sis)
d Hey big boi!! Long time no see and thats my fault! i have set your website to my default so i can see you every morning i get on the internet! i just wanted to say im sorry for not coming on here very often, i get tied up with my own life i guess and i sometimes dont realize it. I had to drive through the cemetery the other day when i was in lillington, i didnt stop cause i was too emotional but as soon as i pulled in a tear came down my face. i miss you more than anyone could possible know. i miss seein you driving down 421 and tappin your break lights at me, i miss hearin you come in a night, and i even miss hearin you beat on the floor from up stairs. But on top of all that, i miss you not being here for matti. She is so wonderful! i try to spend as much time with her as possible, because she does love her Aunt B! My life is going pretty good right now! im cheerin and all that good stuff and school is pretty laid back! me and billy are doing good. i wish you could be here to chill wit us sometimes. but im glad that you have looked out for mom and found her someone that makes her smile! i know you had a part in it cause he makes her smile like u used to and ya kno you had to have him drivin the silver focus!!!! lol but anyways i have to run but i just wanted to tell you that i miss you and please be with me at that trial. its going to be hard, but even harder if justice isnt served for those bastards. love you baby boi! mwah Close

I love You and always will  / Jane Jones (mom)
So much in life has changed since you were taken away from us but the one thing that will never change is my love for you and the pain I feel since you have been gone.  Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, miss you and talk about you.  People probably get tired of hearing it but so be it I need to talk about you.  I have someone in my life now that lets me talk and shares this pain with me and I know if you were here you would really like him.  He's alot like you in different ways but he has helped me to carry on.  He knows I am hurting and always will and it's okay.  He even drives a car like yours, ironic huh?  I could just hear you telling him yours would be faster and I'm sure you would have to race to prove it.  It's been one year nine months and 23 says since you left me and I miss you so but I know with the relationship you and I had you would want me to be happy.  I am as happy as I can be under the circumstances, your murder will never allow me to be happy with life like I was but I want you to know I'm okay.  I know you are always with me and Matti and I can feel your presence everyday when her and I are talking and playing.  When I look into her eyes it is just like talking to you.  I never thought she could be so much like you but she is and that's what saves me everyday.  I wish you could be with us in person but I promise that she will know everything about you and what a wonderful daddy you would have been.  I have a feeling though she knows you more than I could ever imagine from the things she does.  It just verifies for me that you do watch over her and talk to her.  As we get ready to go to trial in two months I pray you will be with us more than ever.  We are certainly going to need it, we have been given our life sentence already and we just pray that as crooked as the judicial system is that it will not let us down and justice will be served for you.  I don't know how I can live with it if it fails us.  I love you son and I always will.  You will always be my best friend.

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My Deepest Condolences to Matt's family and friends  / Dianna Jacobs
I have often said I could not imagine in my worst nightmare
losing a child, then I had often and still do say I could not
imagine losing a child by the hand of another and I certainly
can't imagine your kind of pain, I am so so sorry for the loss
of your precious Matt, as I read through his Memorial Website,
I knew immediately he was loved dearly and loved dearly.

I did, though, lose a child, but not by the hand of another,
I found my 30 year old daughter drowned in her bath tub,
later ruled due from a seizure in which she passed out. I 
know the shock of losing a child, of finding my child, and
the pain that is so horrible, it is indescribable, but to have
someone brutally take my child's life, I can't even go there
in my worst nightmare.  I can't understand how one 
human being can just take the life of another and it means
nothing to them, the old devil was present the day your
present Matt died, for sure.

Again, my condolenses to you.

My biggest Hugs also
Dianna
Kanda's Mom 4 ever
Kanda Michelle Jacobs
5/24/73 - 4/13/04

Kanda has a website http://www.kandamjacobs.com/capril132004.htm     webpage
of her life and death
http://www.kandamjacobs.com             entire website

MAY GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY

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RIP / MATT
Dear Jane, Matty Loves you too He walks besides you everyday, He will forever be with the ones he loves FOREVER & EVER love never dies...God Bless You I will pray for God to send YOU MUCH STRENGTH~Peace Be With You & Matt RIP~Love from the Jersey Shore Close

I miss you so  / Jane Jones (Mom)
Reading what Erica wrote breaks my hearr I know how much she loves you still and misses you everyday.  Her life would be so different if you were here.  It's not fair.  Erica and I took Matti today and got her ears pierced she looks so cute.  You would have been mad though because she cried alittle.  She is growing so much and she gets more like you everyday.  It's still as hard today as it was the first day.  You will never be out of my heart and soul.  I love you with all my heart and I miss everything you use to do good or bad.  You were my best friend.  I love you be with us all especially Matti and let her know her dad is watching over her everyday. I love you son and always will.
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Got u on my mind!!!!  / Erica (True love!!!! )
Hey baby! I know I don't get to visit u often on here, but as everyone knows I really don't have to many opportuninty to get online. Anyway I just looked at ur myspace, but that wasn't good enough this time I wanted to come here to express myself. Here I am cryin my eyeballs out just lookin at all of everything on here. Brings back so many memories. i miss you so much and it just hurts me so bad looking at our daughter knowing  that she has to grow up with you not around. I envy all the families that have the father in it and honestly I'm rediculously jealous. I hate all of this. It makes me so mad. It's not fair. Matti needs you and so do I. The weight just keeps gettin heavier and heavier and I feel like I'm going to collapse anytime. God why does everything have to be this way. Sometimes I just want to give up but I can't. I look at my precious girls and I know that they are who I am workin myself for. If I could have just one more day with you just to tell you how much I love you. Still, I don't understand why it all had to happen this way. I miss you so much baby. Matti and Reagan said they love you so so so so much.
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Teen Angels site  / Matt #1 (congratulations)
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#1 on Teen Angels Site  / Matt Jones
Matts smiling in Heaven Knowing HES #1 CONGRATS  MATT & FAMILY Close

Love you  / Keith Jones (Dad)
Hi Son,
   
    It's been a long time since I've been able to write you, and I've missed it so much.
    I just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you, and how much I enjoy talking to you each evening. I love going out on the hill, and watch the sun set behind the mountains.  I know as the sun disappears, your star will be shining bright from above and my time with you begins.
    The memories that I have of our time together always brings a few tears, but my heart turns those tears to joy as I think of the joy and love you brought to me each and every day.
    I miss your smile, and even your craziness, but mostly I miss my son, more than words can express.
    I love you with all of my heart, and I'll see you on the hill---same time, same star.

Love,
Dad


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Father's Day Blessings!  / Shaye Creamer ^i^ Mack's Mom~ Love You! (Angels In Heaven )



Our children are our miracles and blessings.
They now exist in the wonders of the exotic,
a world we must all wait to enter into, the rare,
the beautiful, rarely seen, only imagined,
& the bold. Happy Father's Day from Angel Matt!
Happy Father's Day Blessings and a wonderful
weekend to your beautiful family... 
Matt is with you. Keeping you forever in my heart,
thoughts, and prayers. God Bless you.

Always, Shaye, Mack's Mom Forever
www.kenneth-creamer.memory-of.com  
"Death does not end a Love/relationship,
Just how we communicate." Close